Friday, November 27, 2009
.:: sacrifice ::.
Salam Aidiladha, Selamat Hari raya Korban..
Berkorban apa saja.. harta ataupun nyawa.. itulah kasih mesra.. sejati dan mulia
Kepentingan sendiri tidak diingini... bahgia kekasih saja yang diharapi Untuk menjadi bukti kasih yang sejati... itulah tandanya jika mahu diuji
Adui... berkorban eh.. sekali je macam cukup la, alhamdulillah.
I'm going off next sunday! :))
and anyway you see the two pictures above.
one is my cousin, ain and the other is the cute ever gong canang player, nurul. i was shocked to see "ain" in one of our trainings last week. i blinked so hardddd... muka dah nak seakan seh... ni confirm huda and ida junior :P
Monday, November 23, 2009
.:: new reasons ::.
i won't forget yesterday when you were so brave while i was so timid, big yet timid. i want to find new reasons. new reasons. beyond everything that i have went through with you since oh-one.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
.:: accomplished ::.
I feel very calm today... tried to squeeze time for things which I love to do. This is everything to me. I want to sleep, feeling all calm and feel so accomplished for the day. Managed to drown the uncertainty away. alhamdulillah. i like this calm feeling... let it stay ya Allah. let it stay.
.:: stop, for once, please ::.
nothing is going right, yet again. i hope time will pause for some time for me to imagine more into what life has to offer. why must i worry too much when the journey is far still right? yet, how can i be sure my journey is very far still? what if it ends abruptly without me changing certain things in this life and i can't even regret later? but i can't lie to myself, it is bothering me like very much and i don't know what to do. i hope to be in peace for the next few days. maybe the hormonal imbalance makes me wonder too much.
on another note, things are moving too fast that i am scared. i'm not going to just bid my time and wait; and like allow everything to reveal themselves. we have to make something out of every event and be brave to make certain decisions which we thought we are incapable of doing initially. i don't want to wait and give hopes, likewise, i don't want to wait and be given hopes. when he is brave to make certain things known, to his family, i on the other hand, am still unsure of what is happening and still awe-ing on how fast the rate things are going. how can this person who made mistakes before be soo brave now and step on his own ego that fast?
is this fate, or perhaps just a test for me?
you can see me smile but you can never see the wreck in my heart. 2009 is not a very stable year for me, financially, studies and heart matters. i want this year to end fast.
.:: wishing for world peace ::.
the next few days, i will be at peace, i hope.
Hello she is huda.. She's a final year student who can't wait to grad.
Pink Dolphin is love. You'll be glad to know she is currently striving for world peace.
Norhuda Maksum
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